I'm Not Always Nice: Friday Confessional

I know this may be shocking *cough, cough* but I'm not always nice. I often say things that I shouldn't say. I talk about people that I have no business talking about. I am weird enough to think that I know where someone is coming from and where they should go.

What? Did I just say that?

Ask anyone I work with. I don't always think before opening my mouth and blurting out something that was better left unsaid. Sometimes this is between me and one person...and sometimes it's between me and a group. And then I die a little on the inside because I can't believe I've said whatever came out of my mouth. And I wonder why I didn't leave those words inside my head where no one could hear them.

I get so worked up over being heard or feeling validated or just having the darn last word that I can't seem to help myself. It is not an attractive quality. I think I'm slowly changing this but it is challenging and feels like trying to nail jello to a tree most times. Think about that.

Keeping it real with Friday Confessional.